First and foremost, I REMOVED MY TAG BOARD BECAUSE YOU TOTALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW DEPRESSING IS IT TO SEE IT EMPTY EVERYDAY.

Don't ask me how was my papers so far because they sucked. Totally. Especially Physics. I can totally punch someone hard in the face after that Physics P2. EVERYTHING I read, everything I focused on did not come out. Cool or what? OK WUTEVA IT'S OVER DON'T DWELL ON IT.

Say hello to "Orange", the small little guy that hides himself (ok well I hid him) inside my pencil case and accompanying me through my exams! Oh and guess what? I just realised Orange has a red car. I didn't really notice it but since it's in red, I love it more.

Startin' to like the colour red, remember? HAHAHAHAHAH

Some over dued photos:

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Taken on tuesday if I am not wrong. YES I CAN'T BE WRONG

Fail study plans that day, we failed terribly. All of us were badly distracted, gaaaaaaaaah.

OH AND I CAUGHT THOR WITH GERMAINE WONG TODAY!

WTFBBQFUCKU CHRIS HEMSWORTH (THOR) IS FREAKING HAWT I SWEAR I ALMOST DIED IN THE CINEMA BECAUSE HE WAS TOPLESS SHOWING ALL HIS MUSCLES AND ABS AND THE ACTION PACKED MOVIE IS A LITTLE SCARY FOR A GIRL LIKE ME BUT AFTER ALL.....

IT WAS AWESOME.

Studied with G and some others! HEHHEHEHEHE TELL YOU WHAT, I think taking turns to complete a compo is fun (Y)(Y)(Y)!!

ALRIGHT TATA @FLYINGAPPLEPIES

I HAVE NO EXAMS TOMORROW, BE JEALOUS. >:D

Examinations are around the corner and it's, seriously, time to study!!!!!!!!!! STRESSGURL96

Hopefully *fingers crossed* I will go on hiatus until after exams. Hopefully. I always fail at resisting the temptation of the cyber world, gah.

XX @flyingapplepies.

BIG BIG BIG SAD FACE FOR FELIOEY! :(

(Felioey is a combination of Felicia + Boey. Credits to Chee Yoong!)

Throbbing pain, bitchy headache! I was, and still am, tortured by on-off headache today. I am sooooooo irritated, that talking about it now makes me wanna roll my eyes on someone and give him/her (I prefer her, a bitch is best) a suckah punch! Suck my fist. ==

ALRIGHT I KNOW I KNOW I AM CURSING NO ONE LOLOLOL which makes me crazy.

散场的拥抱~~~~~我还在燃烧~~~~

@#%#$^&#%$@*^@#&%@$ STUPID SONG KEPT REPEATING IN MY HEAD!!!! ♥♥♥ANTHONY NEELY!

Oh and guess what little bitches? School ends at 12.10pm tomorrow! Which means I have more time to study! OK WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M BECOMING SOME NERD OR BRAINIAC OMG.

But seriously, who cares?! School ends at 1210 tomorrow and plusssssssssssssss, there's no school on Friday! Double joy!

I AM HAPPY GUL @FLYINGAPPLEPIES!

HEY YOU, SAY CHEESE!!!

Oh yeah I'm burnt. By the sun. On sunday. At Marina Barrage. With Adelyn Neo and Germaine Wong!!!!!! Initially, I thought only Adelyn got burnt because I thought both me and Germaine were good friends of Sun, so he/she/it didn't burn us! But it turned out, Sun was unfriendly. :( He/she/it doesn't want to be friends with me, her and her and sooooooo, ALL OF US GOT BURNT THANKS AH, THANKS.

And you must be wondering, three vain pots having a perfect chance to take pictures, why didn't they!?!?!?! LOL WE DID, A LOT. And I can't seem to upload them. Needa bother Fadli for helping us upload! Guilty much but bo bian sorry and thank you so much dude!!!

Tiring day today, terrible monday blues. Don't feel like talking to anyone in class, just concentrate. At the end of the day, I regretted -.- My energy was all drained!!!!!!!!! Worth it or not, I don't know because I don't think I've learnt anything today gossssssh -.-

K BYE @FLYINGAPPLEPIES!

Voila! I look like a fish!

I think I'm getting a little too crazy nowadays. I went down to AMK with Germaine Wongsie yesterday just for the sake of Koi Milk Tea.

And today, I head down to Bishan for Gong Cha with Ade neo!!! Partly, it was because I need Milk Tea. Another thing was, we were too boliao already!!!! Cannot help it ah.

Oh and my eyes are getting a little TOO crappy these days. Always red, always swollen, always small, always irritating fuck it %&#$@^%%&

OH GUESS WHAT? IT'S FRIDAY, IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!

AND TOMORROW IS SATURDAY!!!

XX @FLYINGAPPLEPIES!

I ♥'em!

Had a great day over at Germaine's yesterday! It has been a long long loooooong time since we last met up and crap our time away. Yesterday was meant to be a pure study date but no doubt, we played our time away hehehehehhe! (it didn't fail that terribly though, we did study! 1/4 of the time)

And when the camera appeared, we were unstoppable. Blame it on our love for taking pictures, we love ourselves too much.

Fail jump shot

We are awesome people, and you're not!

After having crazy cam-whoring session, we head down to Vista Park and had even more crazy times! We were like insane bitches playing on the round moving thing which I have no idea what is it called. And I swear, if hot guys were to be there, they would run away in no time cause we're totally mad.

We held hands and form a circle on the "thing" like some ritual going on, and tried our best to balance on it.

GERMAINE AND ADELYN FAILED TERRIBLY IN UNGLAM POSTURES HAHA.

HEHE I hope the next meet up will come soon! ♥

TATA @flyingapplepies!

Although I sound so upset, I am happy!

HAPPYGURL_96@FELICIABLOB.COM.

I AM A FISH.

xoxo @thatpinkballoon

I need spaces. I need open spaces. I need a beach. I need somewhere I can drown myself with my screams. Somewhere I find no boundaries, where little breeze can mess up my hair. Freedom, that's what I want.

Not just any freedom. Not freedom from my mommie's clutches, not freedom of the school rules etc. It's freedom from all these. All these little shit that made life suck.

Yeah, there are, no doubt, things to be happy about in life. But not now. Not when I'm only a secondary three and mugging like a school girl getting ready for O levels. Oh, yeah I AM getting myself ready for O's, but not like any secondary three i see in school.

Yeah, yeah. It's just me, i know. I can't take the stress, the competitive and tensed class I'm in. I can't handle! I always feel I am lagging behind, I always feel I am stupid when I'm in the class FML.

Plus, with the fact that I hate chinese A LOT now, things get worst. I lost all my interest for Chinese, can someone please help me? The more the teacher force me to study for Chinese, the more I detest it. I treat it like rubbish. I know it's wrong but I just can't help it...

xoxo @thatpinkballoon

Just a very brief post today, which explains why there's no picture.

Crap, I'm getting a little messed up. No, pretty much messed up. No no, very messed up. Really, messed up.

I feel like I'm losing time. How I wish there's 48 hours a day? Then I wouldn't be so panicky. I wouldn't be so ... short of time.

Mummy say it's just me, ME. I can't plan my time well, or even if I can, I won't. I'm just so lazy, yes I admit. I kept procrastinating, when I know very well that I don't have enough time.

Don't have time to what? I don't know! I feel so... rushed. Academically especially. I'm just a freakin' sec 3 if anyone of you don't know. And fuck? I'm like working like a girl who's taking O levels this year. Thanks! To! My! Class! !#%$^#%$^%&$# freak.

Everything gets so tensed up in class, I'm seriously ridiculously going bonkers soon. Even a test, a common test, a mock test a whatever test, I have to stay up late to study omg sometimes I wonder if this is me. I was never like that! :(

Is that a good thing, or a bad thing? O'yeah and despite seeing me working so hard (ok maybe idk the definition of "working so hard"), mummy felt that I am not giving my best omg I think she's blind  -_____-ll

Gah and did I mention I got very frustrated during MT today? All because Mdm Ma wanted us to do a mock test. Nothing wrong, but I just get so pissed! Idkyyyyyyy i think im dying and oh CHINESE SUX BTW FORK U x2345837482934234 >:(

And one sentence kept repeating in my head today I seriously think I'm dying. "Why aren't you walking away and moving on with life?"

LOL I'M OFFICIALLY MAD OH AND I'M A FISH!

xoxo @thatpinkballoon.

Herrow! My name is Felicia and this is the third time I renewed my onsugar! And yay I promise I'm not gonna use this space for emo-ing. Alright maybe not. Sometimes ok, sometimes!

Feel like I'm betraying @hyp-notised.bs but whatever, I'll just use this space for casual updates (**not saying @hyp-notised.bs is for formal posting) and yes, I will be updating this space rather often. At least more often than @hyp-notised.bs heeheheheh sorreh.

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Woah, did I mention my life is rather screwed up now? I hardly get any rest man. :(

School is like woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. My weeks are getting more and more tiring. Energy consuming. & trust me man, with my class, we can get the "Class With Most Epic Faces" award. Just turn and look around the class and you will laugh your ass off. You can see my classmates' eye lids literally dropping as time ticked by. HAHAHAHAHA and that includes me duh!

I can't imagine what is it like to move on to Secondary 4 with this class. It's soooooooo competitive that even ME is feeling the stress NOW. I feel my brain nerves will eventually snap. :(

Grrrr enough of complaints. I have nothing more to add, no happy things happened nowadays. HAHA alright tata!

xoxo @thatpinkballoon